I see this indecisive and writing less time as part of my journey. I know that my stories are well crafted. I do not know if they are compelling. This not knowing state is difficult to navigate. It's the middle of the holiday season and my two goals are to beat this hanging-on-cold and enjoy my framily. I feel the energy percolating inside. I am not sure where this energy is going to lead. I am letting it build up and will see what happens.
The writing journey is touched by emotions but is led by will. See the story in your hands and imagine that you connect with readers, allow for the lulls, and then, get to work.
I hope that you are kind to yourself during your missteps. Celebrate when you think or talk about your work. Amazing is your destiny. Don't let the mulligrubs stop you. Who know what will happen over the next hill.